The Work of Becoming Unfused
A recalibration story. Not of surgery, but of the uneven, awkward, hopeful work that comes after. This is where imperfect effort becomes forward motion.
A multi‑part journey through my fusion takedown surgery. From years of refusals to the turning points, the surgeons who shaped the path, and the long process of relearning movement.
A recalibration story. Not of surgery, but of the uneven, awkward, hopeful work that comes after. This is where imperfect effort becomes forward motion.
After twenty‑two years of stillness, my body finally remembered how to move. Part 5 traces the breakthrough moments that followed. The first voluntary bend, the rollercoaster ride I thought I’d lost forever, and the quiet bravery of trying again. It’s the chapter where possibility returns and the horizon opens.
Part 4 shares the moment my body finally could bend but my mind couldn’t follow and how support, physio, and unexpected clarity helped me find my way forward.
From the slow stretch of the expanders to the shock of that first bend, Part 3 captures the moment everything began to change.